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    July 15

    May

    I will try to put something on later lol

    July - My Love Life

    該死的溫柔 - 馬天宇

    RAP:讓我們走完這一次完美的結局
    好像當初的約定愛著對方一直到老
    問自己 愛情的游戲還有沒有規則
    要怎麼面對著問題 說沒問題
    心裡在流淚 騙自己 可是你卻對我說

    英文RAP:I put it down on my life
    That I love you from the bottom of my heart
    Cause you the sweetest thing ever in my life
    I cry  So many times (Ever since the night you were gone)
    So many true lies
    But Im the one that will never ever make you cry and cry

    (說好從此后)說好淚不流
    緣份已盡的時候  你不再要借口
    風停了 雨頓了 你一定要走
    我還站在記憶裡 在感受

    你這該死的溫柔 讓我心在痛淚在流
    就在和你說分手以后 想忘記已不能夠
    你這該死的溫柔 讓我止不住顫抖
    哪怕有再多的借口 我都無法再去牽你的手
    April 12

    April

    No memory for much of the day.
    10 Apr - I called home by Skype, it's super cheap!
                  Talked with Adrian and Mum for an hour EACH!
                  Sallie was high the whole night without any reason

    March

    A lot of things happened, quick and fast, I can't handle them.
     
    The week of Helen's 22nd bday,
    7 Mar - Party in Union dressed up as Pirates
    8 Mar - Helen's 22nd bday!
                 But I am stuck in my essay 1.
    9 Mar - Alex went home,
               We had coffee in Union then I went to class.
                Sigh, I look horrible and a bit out of mind since i didn't sleep the night before.
                Friday Union Night,
                Helen and I went to Union, we were not doing much,
                just a few drinks and talking, but it was ok.
    14 Mar - Julien came!
                   Jesus Christ, I can't believe that Julien came!
                   I woke up at 11am and immediately go to the bus stop!
                  I left him in Hanley for 30 min, shame...
                  We were in Hanley and Keele Hall, dinner and film (Taxi :) )
    15 Mar - I went to Hanley and say goodbye to Julien,
                  Too bored and definitely hv no mood to do essay (2) which due tmr.
                  Watched a film with Kalin, surprisingly he likes the Chinese comedy.
    16 Mar - Friday Union Night,
                  Not much people, most ppl ar working on their essay, I guess.
                  Had fun with Helen and Julia~ I can't believe
    17 Mar - Kalin goes home.
                  Kalin is leaving today and I couldn't get the DVD back, sb is going to kill me for this!
    20 Mar - Patrik's bday! But he's sick :(
    27 Mar - Yvonne's bday!
                   She should tell everybody like Helen, I almost know it in the last min, shame...
    XX Mar - Manchester with 肥仔, Oasis and Sallie,
                    Met Joe in the restaurant, too bad that we didn't hv time to hang around.
                    We order so much that we couldn't finish, but it was GOOD and crazy lol
                    We did a little shopping then we go home :)
                    Take away at night.
    30 Mar - Sallie got sick
                  We had English sauseage which is GOOD!!!
                   But after that, Sallie got stomachache.
                   I got a few shots and then go to the Union *0*
                   I kidnap Daniel and we (+Helen) talked for the whole night lol 
    March 07

    The feeling is ture lol

    Although I always say:
    we have to face the problem, otherwise we have no way to solve it.
    Esp if it is an emotional problem, face the related person or event.
    I cannot do it.
    I can still fake if I don't face it/them,
    the love/hate feeling is true.
     
    "Shayne Ward - No Promises"

    Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
    Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
    I don't want to let go, girl.
    I just need you to know girl.

    I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
    No promises.
    Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

    Here tonight

    Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
    Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
    I don't want to let go, girl.
    I just need you you to know girl.

    I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
    No promises.
    Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

    I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
    No promises

    I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
    No Promises
    Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

    No promises

    I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
    No promises.
    Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

    I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
    No promises.
    Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
    Here tonight.
    March 06

    March

    28Feb - Arrive Keele, unpack everything, tidy up my room and clean myself.
                 Met Kalin for coffee and pool, I won once!
                 Go to lecture even tho I was dying...
    1 Mar - Realised there is only 28th day in Feb!
                 Went to Newcastle with Asura!
    2 Mar - Completely sick...
    3 Mar - Went to Newcastle -> Hanley with Helen.
                 Bought some Pirates stuffs :)
    4 Mar - 15th Chinese New Year - Chinese Valentine~
                Alex's back!
                Nazanin and I tried to hide but  not successful...
    5 Mar - Doctor, I got the antibiotic! Amazing!
                But it also means I am quite sick.
                 Talked to mum and dad, realised the room phone number doesn't work anymore.
    6 Mar - I read the case before I go to the tutorial!
                 Met Business Strategy Tutor 4pm at La Cafe.
                 Met Terry just outside the door... he's weird lol
                 Big News from Erik! He's exchanging to HK!
    March 05

    Quote of the day

    From Chenkai:
    French and Spanish are interesting even before drinking.
    For Swedish... They need something strong lol
    February 20

    My Days in Luleå

    17 Feb (Sat)-  6pm Dinner with lots of Chinese and some Korean!!!
                   There ar ppl coming from Singapore this year!
    18 Feb (Sun)-  I called Patrik today, hopefully we can see each other.
                   Dinner with Xan in Vederleden 11 @.@
                   That's good dinner!
                   It's -20... I am freezing!
    19 Feb (Mon)- Happy Birthday to Vivien!!! We ar now in the same age!
                  We had vy nice dinner with JieJie and Erik, 
                  Jenny and Tina (a frd of Erik) came later.
                  Will skate SOON! With lots of ppl I hope! 
                  I worked in the library... sighh...
                  關薇 Helped me to borrow the book, thx
                  Talk to Kalin overnight @.@
                  (Erik's out and I am tired of my essay... so msn)
                  Can you believe it? I feel amazing!
    20 Feb (Tue)- I wake up at around 4pm!
                  Sauna with Jie Jie on the top of the building at 9pm
                  I never know it's so cool, we can see the whole school!
                  We are sweating but outside is snowing, cool!
                  (My old Sauna in Vanorts is on the ground floor.)
    21 Feb (Wed)- Start being lazy, dun want to do my essay anymore.
                  7pm We had dinner with Jie Jie's frd,
                  A Brazilian and her bf, another Swedish Erik.
                  It was cool with Thai dishes!
                  I did my nail coz I was so bored.
                  I went to Vanorts and see Julien and Miker!
                  We chatted till 1am!
                  Then, Erik and I were watching 'The office',
                  it's actually quite cool! (in the beginning, he was watching sth weird)
    22 Feb (Thu)- Jie Jie helped me to do my hair when I wake up around 12nn!
                  Thx god I finally see Patrik! He's still so lovely!
                  We chatted for around an hour in the cafe under the library!
                  (Plan) We are going to skate (if it's not too cold) on Sat
                  and having dinner on Sun! (plan is always a plan... I really hope we will follow it)
                  Christina is coming back tmr! (or this evening, serious time confusion, can't remember)
    23 Feb (Fri)- Wake up late around 2,
                 went to B-building with Jiejie teaching a Swedish and a Polish Chinese @.@
                 I was feeling sick and I was pale! Went home take a shower and then
                 I went to Christina's home around 4pm...
                 Dinner with James, Louis and Jing (a Singapore girl).
                 Louis and Jing were going to the concert which Christina takes part,
                 So, I joined them! *One zue* the korean boy and ahis gf (a chinese girl) were there too.
                 Home around 10pm and couldn't sleep, so watched Austin Power with Erik.
                 Gosh! It's funny!
    24 Feb (Sat)- Snow Storming! I want to cry when I wake up...
                   I was supposed to skate with Patrik!
                   I bought my skates here but I never skates in Sweden! Not even once!
                   But Patrik said we will skates the next day if the weather is good :)
                   Erik has 2 matches so I MSN (also ICQ ) the whole day.
                   Drinking at night, nobody like the red wine :( It's good with the apple!
                   OK, but maybe the apple is different, they taste weird this time...
                   Micheal (hui... leng...) said he doesn't like apple
                   but he hate apple NOW after he tried the apple in the red wine
                   I blame the apple :P
                   We then have drinking game but loss twice, throw up...
                   But after that... I couldn't sleep so I made the shepard Pie till 6am!
    25 Feb (Sun)- ICQ and then go to Bjorkskatan with James.
                   He goes snowboarding and I go skating although I see james end up in the skate ring :P
                   Gosh! If I can skate as good as half of Patrik I will love everybody
                   That's just so cool! We came home around 4pm, it was getting dark and cold.
                   Then, we watched a French animated Film and Dinner!
                   OMG! I knew that Patrik cooks but I think he cooks vy well!
                   Oh, we have dessert of Ice cream and Banana!
                   Met Debbie, Louis and James on the way home.
                   Watched Austin Power 2 with Jiejie and Erik, it's fun!
                   I couldn't sleep coz I am leaving and also coz of the nice day.
                   It is one of the best in my life!
    26 Feb (Mon)- I wake up quite early today around 10am,
                   and I am proud that I woke Erik up to school!
                   Finally I am not a pig!
                   I decided to stay till tmr so that I won't spend 14 hrs on train and a whole day in Stockholm.
                   I met Micheal in the library.
    February 18

    Journey to Luleå

    15 Feb - No bus, taxi to Hanley, expensive!
                  Coach to Birmingham.
                  3 hrs waiting in Birmingham,
                  4 hrs to London Airport
    16 Feb - 2-3 hrs waiting in Airport
                  3 hrs flight to Stockholm Airport
                  1.5-2 hrs to Stockholm City
                  3 hrs wait in Stockholm Train station
                  14 hrs train to Luleå
    17 Feb - 7am Train arrived
                  45 ming - 1 hr wait for the bus
                  9am arrive Erik's home!
    February 12

    星座男

    牡羊座是汽水,既嗆辣又清涼,刺激你從舌尖到心臟。

    得不得理都不饒人的牡羊,就像一隻焚火的公羊,永遠橫衝直撞。
    你要知道他語氣尖銳絕對是天生白目,他的心可比汽水般清澈善良。
    面對愛情和友情的邀約,他寧可選擇吆喝他去打球的朋友。
    他愛和朋友大聲說話痛快奔跑,可以吃肉喝酒,暢快淋漓的哈拉。
    因為不善言辭的他,總是容易得罪女孩子纖細的心思。

    他的自尊和自信像數不完的汽水泡,
    一但被冒犯就等著他強大的憤怒迎面襲來。
    說到底他仍是善良的,就算他發了滔天的脾氣,
    過沒多久他仍是單純的糖水罷了。


    金牛座是保久乳,溫吞、營養、節儉且耐人尋味。

    不少人對金牛座的印象是優雅貴氣的,
    他們慣用高質感的物件善待自己。
    美食主義加上自我要求,他們寧可省吃儉用,
    也要去吃一頓高級餐館或是去買一組高科技視聽設備。
    說穿了他們其實是懶。
    懶得花時間去翻揀冗長大街上的瑣碎商品,也深信價格對於品質的保證。
    對於「保固」這回事,他看得比誰都重。
    生活也好,愛情也好,他對於物件的沉溺和堅貞是牢不可破的。
    所以對於背頌的科目會特別拿手,那是因為他們擅於保存記憶。

    他們是保久乳,博學卻低調,跟他們相處久了可以見識一些智慧哲理。
    他們是營養的,雋永的,想要得見他們的藝術氣息,
    就必須耐心守候在他身邊,靜待他慢功的細活。


    雙子座是冰砂,對什麼事都三分鐘熱度,很快就會冷卻無味。

    他願意嚐試各種新奇有趣的玩意兒,任何果汁、
    甜飲都可以加入冰塊攪和。
    冰砂般的他多才多藝卻樣樣不甚嫻熟,
    因為他對事物的熱中往往會被其他推陳出新的新鮮貨給轉移,
    對人對事皆然。他可以在短時間內跟你交心,下一秒又翻臉不認帳﹔
    他會興致勃勃跑去學裁縫,過沒幾天又去學打鼓。
    總之有兩個靈魂的他,連自己都搞不清楚自己在想啥,旁人又如何明瞭他的善變?
    趕在他冷卻之前變身,讓他永遠對你感興趣。
    要成為他的情人,務必向千面女郎看齊。


    巨蟹座是豆漿,必須經過囉唆繁複的細節才能更得到他
    最真摯的感情。

    巨蟹的囉唆是天生母性使然。
    因為敏感跟不畏瑣碎,他可以不厭其煩地跟不同人絮說他的生活瑣事,
    也樂於當家庭聯絡簿,可以跟同一個人提醒上百次的備忘錄。
    就像豆漿一樣,濃郁入口回味無窮。
    他的眼光很高,每個朋友和戀人都得經過百般考驗方能晉身他的
    「名人堂」,學歷學識修養身高品味....,都是他評估一個人的標準,
    不合格或稍有差池,他絕對不留情面送上白眼。
    他絕對是大男人的,自恃甚高的,但也是體貼的,願意負責的伴侶。
    巨蟹是豆漿,當他出外的時候絕對是想家的,
    當他單身的時候絕對是想成家的。
    他是戀舊的,所以喜歡有歷史味的事物,
    他將相本、書籍、看過的電影票根、不合身的舊衣物塞滿房間,
    他的腦袋更是有許多充滿霉味的陳舊回憶。
    他將每顆豆子放在腦裡研磨,就算腐敗或是發芽他仍舊視如珍饈。
    他是豆漿,努力將人生磨煮成完美的液體,
    卻永遠忘記拋棄一些不合時宜的回憶。
    所以就算他打扮入時,說話科技,他仍是豆漿,
    擺脫不了濃厚的懷舊味以及近乎強迫症般追求完美的性格。

    想喝一口豆漿嗎?請你先有定下來好好表現的心理準備。
     
    獅子座是啤酒,豪氣干雲又霸氣萬千。

    他源源不絕的話題氣泡是專為普羅子民所設計,
    清涼的瓶身即使獨自被擱置角落,
    依舊閃著令人側目的光芒。
    他永遠自備舞台和SPOT LIGHT,準備隨時惹人驚艷和得到掌聲。
    被他愛上的幸運兒可以得到全世界的忌妒,
    戀舊的他即使分手仍會將過往謹記在心﹔而得罪他的白目可得小心,
    他火爆的脾氣猶如醉漢發威不可小覷。
    你準備和獅子談場華麗炫目的戀愛了嗎?
    歡迎你提起膽子,走到鎂光燈下,對著啤酒般的他大聲告白。


    處女座是濃茶,堅持完美和純粹直達無以復加的境界。

    他們常說潔癖龜毛是這個社會對他們天大的誤解。
    沒錯,處女座的住家不一定窗明几淨, 處女座的個性不一定反覆猶豫,
    但是他們對愛情的標準卻是完全的潔癖龜毛。
    他們非得曠日費時進行暗戀,搞得眾所皆知,仍舊打死不肯告白。
    只因他們喜歡聖潔無暇,如偶像般的伴侶,
    不容許他們有一絲絲細節的差錯:用錯牌子的洗髮精,扣分!
    用錯顏色的梳子,扣分!用錯情緒的聲音,扣分!
    當對方接近不及格時,他便阿Q地安慰自己:暗戀可以結束了。
    然後黯然神傷地模擬失戀情節。
    很寶貝吧,他們。然而戀愛中的處女座,卻是偏執到眼瞎耳盲的地步。
    他們自以為清醒,卻一再陷入對方糟蹋他的陷阱中而不坑聲。
    有種茶醉是這樣的:喝了太多濃茶睡不著,腦袋卻一片渾沌。
    戀愛中的處女座便是如此。
    把一堆委屈不滿和著眼淚吞,等到哪天時機成熟便偏激地不告而別,
    沒有商討的空間。就像茶醉後的虛脫,倒下去後可以睡到一覺不醒。

    濃茶般的處女座給的感情可是濃烈的很,不要被他清新的外表所惑。
    你要啜飲濃茶之前,先問問自己有沒有體力來場完美度的考驗賽!


    天秤座是雞尾酒,各大社交場合都缺不了他。

    雞尾酒的調配方法不勝枚舉,天秤座的話題也是不絕如縷:
    時尚、飲食、旅遊、藝術......,他總能 找到話題攀談,見縫插針。
    超會攀人際關係的他,能在五分鐘內從話題中發現他認識的遠親
    近鄰來加持人際的親密度:「啊,你跟我大學同學的室友同公司!」
    之類的話語時常出現。
    雞尾酒的色彩繽紛,就如天秤座炫麗優雅的風情。
    他可以依照派對的屬性和與會者,變換各式華美頹廢的裝扮。
    天秤座的身上少不了名牌,就如同雞尾酒少不了多層次的色彩。
    因為是社交動物,他的愛情也多半由朋友圈所認識的新友人開始,
    根據衣著談吐一見鍾情,然後將時間全部交扥,整個人陷入。
    如果他有空閒,也絕對只是出席社交活動,繼續維持他的人脈。

    天秤博學多聞卻是相當囉唆,溫柔有餘體貼不足。
    不過如果想體驗一下上流社會的約會或生活,
    認識雞尾酒天秤座絕對是不會錯的選擇。

    天蠍座是長島冰茶,看來溫和無害,只要被他的尾針一扎
    ,便脫不了身。

    名為「冰茶」的長島冰茶,溫和的紅茶色澤與順潤的入喉感,
    就像天蠍看來無害的天真大眼與溫吞動作。
    喝過長島冰茶的人都知道,它絕對是無庸置疑的烈酒﹔
    熟識天蠍性格的人也都知道,被天蠍愛上的人就沒有逃脫的可能。
    這不是說他們會多猛烈追求喜愛的對象 或是猛烈 報復,
    而是說,他們的愛,即使沒有得到回應和回饋,
    也是會持續到不可置信的年歲。
    這可以歸因於他們的專情,或是說,他們的固執。
    就如同長島冰茶,不動聲色地,酒醉你的神經,讓你渾然不知
    自己醉了,或是沒醉。
    悶騷的天蠍,搞曖昧和暗戀別人最拿手,也常因為錯過表白時機
    而懊悔不已。
    又帥又美的天蠍,有著迷人的電眼和性感雙唇。
    自卑感卻是數一數二的強烈!照顧情人非得無微不至。
    他們的神秘氣質,說穿了不過是不擅言詞和心不在焉。
    紅茶色澤是天蠍偽裝的純情,烈酒的後勁是天蠍固執的守候。

    如果你愛上長島冰茶般的天蠍,恭喜你~~
    你抽中了十二星座飲料之首,保證你可以來場醉人的戀愛!
     
    射手座是果汁,要趁新鮮喝。

    當他對你有興趣時,他是新鮮有趣又甜蜜討喜的﹔
    狂野自然坦率,不做作沒包袱,
    擅於冒險的小淘氣,絕對使你順喉又愛不釋手。
    沒有一個射手男可以擺脫喜新厭舊的指控。
    如果他看來專情,只是嘴抹的乾淨。

    要記得他是果汁,當他對你不再有新鮮感時,
    他的無情離去絕對不會特意包裝,殘忍地讓人想狠狠踩爆他,
    像對待喝光的鋁箔包一樣。

    魔羯座是咖啡,初見魔羯的人很容易被他陰沉執著的表現所懾。

    他是嚴謹的、不茍言笑的、實事求是的,常會給人嚴肅不可冒犯的感覺,
    就像黑咖啡初碰味蕾時的苦澀難當。
    但認識久了,你會了解到,他其實是很散漫、叛逆、想法搞怪。
    他是嚴謹沒錯,對於他想得到的學位、工作、愛情,
    他絕對會願意犧牲自己的時間精力,錙銖必較、兢兢業業去爭取,

    他是固執地,將人生當咖啡來淬取烹煮。
    但學位、工作、愛情之外,他便是散漫的。
    所以可以常見他的工作室像重創後的災區,他的健康永遠在拉警報。
    魔羯座的父母永遠囉唆,卻願意將所以金錢花費在小孩的要求﹔
    魔羯座的情人永遠口拙,卻願意將全部時間花費在伴侶的身上。
    他們是深沉憂鬱的,卻沒有人關心不行。
    他絕對不是你想的獨行俠,因為孤獨時第一個會躲在棉被裡哭的
    一定是他。他需要大量的關心和問候,就像糖和奶精去滋潤他的生活。
    他是咖啡,卻沒辦法一個人喝咖啡,太過自卑和自大的他,
    一個人時常會莫名厭惡自己。
    他看來冷酷,卻只是他的保護色。一但滲入感情,他絕對願意為伴侶
    放下身段。
    不要被他的道貌岸然所唬,他的異想世界絕對超乎你的尺度。
    有空好好關心你的魔羯朋友,他對人的信任是和陪在他身邊的時間
    長短成正比的。

    當他認定你的時候,你就是他一輩子的投資。
    平時默默的他,絕對在你需要幫助的時候,伸出第一隻援手幫助你,
    正因為他是咖啡,要等待他回甘,請先得忍受他剛入口時的苦澀。


    水瓶座是蘇打水,無色無味,適合任何口味的飲料。

    他無色無味,可也無所不在。
    因為容易迷路,因為喜愛攪和,他氣泡般活躍的身影出現在
    任何意料內外的場合。
    容易迷路的他,迷戀旅行和發現新事物,
    樂觀的他總會適時轉換迷途的沮喪。
    喜愛攪和的他擁有許多類型的朋友,因為他是蘇打水,
    搭配任何飲料都顯得恰當:
    碰上烈酒,他可以是爆烈瘋狂的,如何另類刺激的冒險他都
    勇於嘗試﹔碰上鮮奶蜂蜜,他可以是靜謐柔軟的,
    寵物一般在家陪伴守候主人都不會有怨言。
    因為他是蘇打水,就像O型的人,適合捐血給任何血型的人,慷慨無比。
    然而,麻煩的是,因為他是蘇打水,看來總是透明澄淨,
    他高懸的招牌微笑底下,到底快樂的成分有多少,而心事被稀釋了幾多?

    你永遠不會瞭解水瓶座的心事,就像你永遠不會瞭解蘇打水需要的,
    是什麼?


    雙魚座是奶昔,甜滋滋又夢幻到不行,溫柔善感的飲品。

    可愛的雙魚常有些自殘的想法,
    無論是晦澀的社會面或是生活的小挫折,都足以擊垮雙魚的單純。
    他們習慣將情緒放大,悲傷到不 可自拔, 快樂到無以復加。
    他們將人生看的太過粉紅溫情,以致於遭受灰澀面便頹喪不已。
    他們以為人生是恆溫的,熱情的,適合冰淇淋生存的,
    所以總是不顧一切地陷入感情、險惡的職場,
    然後因為不夠世故搞的遍體鱗傷。
    他們將僅存的純真製成奶昔,有冰淇淋甜蜜的口感,
    也有細緻縝密的善感。

    愛上雙魚情人,請記得小心翼翼品嚐他極易融化的感情,
    並將他的甜蜜謹記在心。
    轉自~星座心測站
    February 11

    February

    6 Feb Confirmed my trip to Lulea!
    6 Feb - 9 Feb Find out what I think the truth is
                          Quite clear about who the honest guy and who the evil guy is now.
                          At least I believe in what I believe now.
    8 Feb Snow!
    9 Feb Lab Party + Union Night - Uniform Party with Asura, Helen, Katie and Nazanin
              Second day of snow
    10 Feb Dinner wtih Sallie, Sallie was sick >.<
                Snow gone
                Oasis gave Sallie the pills, and we sightseeing Beijing with Google Earth!
    11 Feb Doing nothing, sleep for the whole night.
    12 Feb Good news from Erik!
    January 27

    Celtic Blessing

    May the road rise up to meet you.
    May the wind be always at your back.
    May the sun shine warm upon your face.
    May the rain fall soft upon your field.
    AND UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.
    May God hold you in the palm of his hand.
    January 21

    January

    01 Jan - 07 Jan Endless readings for Theory of Industrial Relations Management (TIRM)
    08 Jan Exam on TIRM
               I know how to do one question but not really another one...
               Even though the one i know... not sure if i am really answering the question...
               Worry
    09 Jan Relexing @.@
    10 Jan Relexing @.@
    11 Jan Exam on Contemperory Issues in Management
               Since I have read all of the readings during the term time,
               And I already got 30/50, I studied for around 5 hours before the exam...
               It is a new course, only know what the questions will cover,
               Didn't know much, looks easy, so... no motivation to study.
    12 Jan Birmingham with Alex
                  Not much to buy since both of us are poor~
                  We went to Chinese supermarket tho' :D
    13 Jan - 17 Jan Manchester with Jeo
                Teaching Jeo English for IELTS (+ eating and sleeping) everyday.
    17 Jan shopping in Manchester new Shopping Mall
                          dinner in China Town
                          drinking in Hawthrowns
    18 Jan KPA, I don't think I cook good Chinese food...
    19 Jan Dinner with Asura, Amy in Newcastle
    20 Jan Helen's back, movie with Kalin
    21 Jan (Sun) Went to town, want to go to boots... it's closed! Morrisons a bit
    22 Jan - 24 Jan Edinburgh with Alex
                          Not surprising visit from Kalin... Miserable.
                          11 hours of coach...
                          We visited all historical sites BUT we missed the Dungeoh...
                          I am sorry Alex...
                          Drinks at night and Pizza Hut at noon.
    26 Jan Union Night with Alex, Helen and Rebecca.
    27 Jan - 29 Jan Should be classes... No memory.
                            Wenjing was sick, fever till 104...
    30 Jan Farewell with Alex in Union with Helen, Nazanin and Yvonne.
    31 Jan Alex left

    內地孕婦問題

    有重慶挑煤工表示,其妻子03年到港產子,花費2000多元,其子是香港永久居民,留港由老鄉代為照顧,04年起每月領取3000港元兒童福利金,並每月 300-500元到自己的銀行戶口,(他笑言自己每月挑煤所得也就500多元,兒子才一歲就已經可以開始養家了).他說05年當地公安局批准其年邁父母 赴港投靠香港親屬,3爺孫現在已經獲派1間公共房屋,並每月領取約4500港元補助,7年後2老成為用久居民後會拿到更多錢,而他夫妻倆也正跟公安局申請 赴港家庭團聚,相信很快就會成行.


    被問到是否擔心到港後沒有生活費,他說並不擔心,反而自己正在聯繫更多老鄉,希望幫助他們到香港產子.他認為農村人若不能進入城市取得戶口 ,還不如去香港呢.他建議當地政府和公安局組織更多的准父母去香港產子,既可以解決當地的貧困人口和社會問題,還可以賺取外匯,一舉兩得.


    香港已變綜援港.內地孕婦問題香港人絕不能輕視,

    January 01

    December

    05 Dec - TIRM Presentation
    07 Dec - 3000 words - Info System
    12 Dec - Last party of KISS, Alex and Yvonne said "nobody" was there
    13 Dec - Shopping in Iceland, celebrated bday with Alex
                  X'mas Party in Union...
    14 Dec - 4000 words - Employee Development
    15 Dec - 2000 words - Contemporary Presentation
    15 Dec - Got presents from Alex and Helen
    17 Dec - Supermarket with Karen and Sallie
    18 Dec - Sallie bday, home around 3am, helped Helen's with colouring a bit before bed.
    19 Dec - My bday, after handed in Helen's work, we cooked.
                  I know Helen's vy tired, thx for the cooking.
                  I made Quiche and Wenjing bought me a cake!
                  Karen and Sallie came in the mid night and we chatted for a long time.
                  Mikael said he would come over but end up with packing at home.
                  Helen's went home in the mid-night.
    20 Dec - I started packing in the day @.@
                  1 hr - from uni - train station
                  1.5 hr - from Stoke-on-trent to London Euston
                  1 hr - from Euston to Heathrow
                  25kg, my arm was hurt (for a week!) in the tube, why it's so far away to change the line?
                  Gillian, Eddie and Eric ar in London too, but no time to meet them.
                  It was so misty, many flights were cancelled.
                  I had a big plane (747) with around 67 lines.
                  Direct flight for around 11.5 hr, not too bad.
    21 Dec - around 7pm home at HK!
    22 Dec - Tea with Parents.
                  "Visit" the new house and did some shopping.
                  Facal in sister's home.
                  Drank with Wendy
                  Drunk and vomit at home...
                  Now it's so bad coz the whole family knows I am a drunker...
    23 Dec - Sleeping... M pain...
    24 Dec - Bro's wedding!
                  (Same day my uncle pass away...)
    25 Dec - Sleeping and start doing nothing...
    26 Dec - Sleeping and Shopping from 4-7pm (amazing)
                  Dinner with Uncle and Aunt Ming in Wanchai.
    27 Dec - Lunch/ Tea with Vivien and her bf, bought a tea set.
                  Afternoon tea with parents.
                  Met Sister in Wenchai.
                  Sopping in Tai Ko for a while.
                  Dinner with the whole family with my favourite dishes!
    28 Dec - Woke up at 4am @.@ Took a taxi to Central and then a bus to the airport.
                   McDonald's breakfast!
                  Nobody's on plane. I slept on 3 seats, so sweet~
    28 Dec - London - long quere to buy the tube ticket, luckily i have coins.
                  Last time in Green Park, it was a long way to change.
                  This time in leicaster square, it is shorter (at least)
                  Wait for an hour in Euston, had Burger King's ice-cream, tastes bad though.
                  Train to Crewe, totally exhausted, so I took a taxi home...
    29 Dec - Sleeping
    30 Dec - Birmingham with Sallie
    31 Dec - Being lazy, dinner with Apple and Wenjing,
                  Fireworks in New Year.
    1 Jan 2007 - Time to study...
    December 06

    Photos

    Totally forget that S Drive exist in Keele...
    Discovered some old photos took in the 1st summer.
    Where is Tammy?! I miss you so much!
     
    Couldn't believe that the f- essay is so f- hard,
    I stucked in my rooms for agessss.
    Even if I finished this one, still have 2 more to go, f-!
     
    Since I couldn't finish my essay, no party for me last night.
    So nice that Helen woke me up
     
    Presentation yesterday at 12nn, started working at 9am!
    At least I got something... better then none.
    Ceci and Frank didn't even show up...
    5 -> 3 in the presentation, all ppl working on their essays,
    totally silence in the class, the tutor was so disappointed...
    I quite like him actually, he's a gd teacher...
    but Year 3... dun hv time to go to lecture after finishing the essay,
    maybe wait for the exam XDD
    December 03

    My recent idea of life

    I really don’t need to/shouldn't feel upset if the boy I like doesn’t like me because they do miss something valuable in their life.

    December 02

    The beginning of December

    1 Dec 2006
    Gym, Sallie’s dinner till 2am.
    Ping called last night... I have no idea why he always call me.
    It’s expensive to call from Taiwan!
    Msn with Bige (Julian), realized he will be in Germany till Feb only *0*
    I thought he would say there till summer with Anna.
     
    2 Dec 2006
    Oh, my lovely family too.
    My mother called this afternoon,
    My sister has already found me a job for the week in Dec I will be in HK.
    And the death of my uncle. Although I am not close with him,
    I still remember we were playing cards together when I was small in the restaurant.
    What year is it for this 2006?
     
    Did I write it in my blog before?
    This is the 1st year I miss my family and friends in HK.
    Moreover, stress from my family and the whole society in HK,
    I don’t want to go back to HK.
    I don’t really have the ability to work in another country,
    What else I can say?
     
    I always think that the world is so big,
    But there is no where I belong.
    November 25

    Nov

    1st Nov 2006
    My throat is burning. I finally decided to take the pills.
    I know, if I dun take it now, throat -> tracheitis/ henpeck.
    Originally I sleep too much already,
    after taking the pills, I sleep like a pig!
    Sent out letters and late bday gift ^.^
     
    Big party tonight: Saints and Sinners
    Some guys are wearing nun’s dress, awful…
    The 1st time I see so many Chinese in the Union.
     
    2nd Nov 2006
    Wendy needs a program, I tried to seek for help.
    Suddenly I found that many people (more than I expect) studying programming.
    I talked to Erik, Ding, Changsoo. AND Patrik too, I love you~
    I hope I can help Wendy, one of my best friend in the world.
    Oh, I always have a feeling of falling in love with Wendy XDD
    You are too lovely ^.^
     
    Went to bed around 11pm, kept coughing so
    FINALLY slept at 3am when I am too tired to cough.
     
    Why don’t they believe that I like them?
    I need to know them more to see whether I love them,
    but sure I am interested in them.
     
     
    3rd Nov 2006
    Woke up late, esp after taking the pills.
    Fever at night, psy feeling so weak.
    I cried again?! After I am “transformed” to girlish, I feel weak.
    I found that the feeling of safety is vy important.
    It’s a matter of trust between people.
    It’s a two-way interaction and I am resent.
     
     
    That’s why I love Wendy so much,
    I miss Anna and Christina so much.
    Oh, Tammy please “float up” again for me.
    And many other friends, they are always with me.
     
    The world is so big, I traveled to many countries,
    But I never find a sense of belonging.
    The more I seek, the more I suffer.
     
    4th Nov 2006
    I received a call from Wenjing.
    Although I don’t expect any concern on my sickness,
    I really dun care about those damn yoghurt.
      
    Tomorrow, more accurately, after 12 mid night,
    Is the bonfire night. Tons of people playing fireworks.
    It’s so expensive, I want to play too.
     
    I hope I can start gym on Monday again.
     
    Monday (6 Nov 06) – could not go to classes in the afternoon coz of Sallie.
    Tuesday (7 Nov 06) – had dinner with Mikael, he said he would poison me if I affected him.
    Wednesday (8 Nov 06) – Chinese take away + movie = Sleep with Jing and Wenjing
    Friday (10 Nov 06) – Had dinner with Asura and Sallie, stop taking pills today finally and feeling much better.
    Sat (11 Nov 06) – woke up at 8am, moved my furniture, had dinner with Asura and Sallie.
     
    5th Nov 2006 – 9th Nov 2006 (Around)
    Lazy after sick, did nothing.
     
    10th Nov 2006 – 14th Nov 2006 (Around)
    Work as hell
     
    15th Nov 2006
    Handed in the “rubbish” at 12nn, Karen told me 11am was the deadline,
    A kind of lucky that nobody charge me~
    When I got home, stayed awake till 9pm,
    Went to Iceland with Helen and Alex, Lunch/ Dinner at 4pm.
    3am Mikael called for “referencing question”.
     
    16th Nov 2006
    Pig and Rats at 5pm till 7pm – Pizza evening,
    finally meet Paul going to Lulea.
    8pm gym for a while, 9pm home,
    bought Helen and Amy ice-cream.
     
    10pm Pig and Rats again for Kiss party.
    Amazingly that I know quite a lot of people there,
    Quite drunk but have problem with Mikael.
    I have no idea what the Iceland girl told Mikael,
    Nazanin treats him bad this few weeks and
    He thinks I bad mouths behind him.
     
    17th Nov 2006
    Amy finally decided not going to Liverpool.
    Helen, Alex, Nina and I departed around 7pm, went to Asda.
    Sleep.
     
    18th Nov 2006
    Alex and I sightseeing in Liverpool,
    Actually I heard a lot of Beatles’ songs!
    Nothing in the China Town!
    On the way home,
    freezing in train station (Hunts Cross) waiting for Helen.
    Home, dinner and drink
     
    End up in Crazy House, an actor “shameless” was talking to Alex,
    Alex and I have totally no idea who he is, haha.
    Helen and I met 3 Navy…
     
    Changed shoes with Helen again…
    20p for Bus Stop toilet, walked to Albert Dork for taxi.
     
    20 Nov 2006
    Totally cannot wake up coz of the long weekend in Liverpool.
    Missed lessons and group discussion. Shame.
     
    22-23 Nov 2006
    London
    Baker street – wait for changsoo for an hour around 1.30
    Actually he arrived around 3.30… ok…
    National Gallery, London Bridge, Tower Bridge,
    Piccadilly Circus and McDonald’s.
    The hostel smells… I dun like it.
     
    Buckingham Palace, London eye, British Museum,
    China Town (Me), Musical (Changsoo)
     
    Stoke around 11.20pm, missed the last bus
    coz of the stupid delayed train.
    I took a taxi home finally.
     
    24 Nov 2006
    Listen to the Presentations, laundry.
    Should go to gym around 8pm, but I stayed with Asura and Sallie.
    Chinese Dinner! Helen, Alex, Yvonne, Asura, Sallie and Wenjing!
    Get completely drunk and go to party (union) in rain.
    I forgot my Keele card, locked out… home and get in later.
     
     
    25 Nov 2006
    Saturday, home around 1pm, project meeting around 4pm,
    Period comes, pain and dying.
    Chatting in the Kitchen and Project and Essay.
     
    27 Nov 2006
    Presentation at 9.45am, it was okay.
    Asura and Sallie came after that, didn't go to class in the afternoon
    Sallie listen to me for the whole day till 12.00 mid night
     
    28 Nov 2006
    Woke up at 1pm, collected all notes around,
    Helen cooked the shxxxxx pie (vy English) tonight,
    It's nice, I like it, thank you. Started working a bit.
     
    30 Nov 2006
    Went to Hawthorns G have dinner with Carrie, Emod, Mikael and Luke.
    Waterpipe afterwards, home around 12.30am.
    I knew I shouldn't go, but a promise is a promise.

    Oct

    3rd Oct 2006
    Shopping with Wenjing and Jing in the Newcastle this morning,
    The feeling was really good! Jing is a really nice girl!
    Wenjing bought a pair of shoes but she still needs a high heel.
    I bough a dress (by accident) but I love it!
    I think although I am fat in Asian’s view,
    I like my weight now, I am feeling healthier, but I need some gym too.
    Taxi home, that’s cheap – 4 pounds only.
     
    Played pool (again) in the student union with Wenjing, Jing and Andy.
    We had a big dinner and then went to Festival Park for bowling.
    Although I broke my nails, it was fun!
     
    I was quite upset for the whole day coz
    1. I couldn’t find Mikael and
    2. My brother’s call
    I backed home around 11.30 but my brother couldn’t call me! (Lucky)
    He said my phone was busy all the time, he must have some calling problems.
    Mikael called me finally ^3^
     
    It’s time to put the “history” down and start my new life!
     
    7th Oct 2006
    I had a good time during the weekend with lots of Chinese girls
    celebrating the Moon festival/ Mid-autumn festival.
    I had a good time with Mikael too, I think.
     
    8th Oct 2006 (Sunday)
    Although there were not much to do,
    I was supposed to go to Asura’s off campus new home.
    Somebody forget my Swedish dinner,
    I made an Apple Pie.
    Jing and Wenjing had some unhappy conversation coz of my apple pie…
    Maybe it should not be made in the first place.
     
    9th Oct 2006
    I missed the 9am lecture again, I hate it!
    My brother’s 1st call at 12.00, I am stressed.
    I love the lecture and tutorial in the afternoon.
    I made copies of readings for TIRM during the gap between my lecture and tutorial.
    Very discourage coz there ar tones of them, and I understand none of them.
    Andy asked Asura be his gf!
     
    10th Oct 2006
    My first tutorial of TIRM, I like the tutor as always.
    I think I can always learn a lot from her.
    I got some books back from Yvonne.
    Wanna sell the books out but I think it’s a bit too late now L
    I can’t tolerate anymore! I went to Gym although my feet still hurt.
     
    11th Oct 2006
    Renew NUS Extra Card, it costs 10 pounds but looks horrible.
    Gym although my feet still hurts.
    Watched cartoon with Asura at night in her home and then
    We had a couples of drinks in Linsay Bar.
    Oh my god, I think I become a alcoholic!
    I missed my brother’s call and made him angry, geez!
    I am enough! He is always the source of stress for me.
    Feeling depressed so watched cartoon till 4am.
    Internet disconnected without reason.
     
    12th Oct 2006
    Went to the lecture, (late again) and a bit boring/ meaningless,
    Because I never understand the lecturer.
    Walked around with Bobo, home for lunch…
    then a nap became a long and nice afternoon sleep…
    Started reading afterwards… I read too slow…
    Helen and Yvonne went to Hanley… wanted to go together but…
    my readings are waiting for me.
     
    17th Oct 2006
    Day off! Tutorial twice a month!
    I won! The bank sent me the statements!
    I loss… I registered and got damn low mark for my BA…
    Read sth, dealing with ringtones for almost the whole day.
    Gym and ordered take away.
    Wenjing suddenly said she wanted to get drunk…
    She was so drunk that I never see before…
    Finally, everything settled: Ringtone and Wenjing! Yeah!
     
    20th Oct 2006
    We had a PJ party in the corridor!
    Mattresses were taken out and we watched movies!
    With hot chocolate!
     
    23rd Oct 2006
    9.30 I arrived the 9am class, the 1st time I able to attend it.
    Lots of problems awaiting to be solved… so internet and afternoon sleep.
    2pm class – send HSBC form to Wendy - academic affairs – 3.45 class
    Business Admin Department – they said I should go back 2 weeks later, they ar moving so they can’t do anything at the moment – again ineffective UK office.
    Home – meal – wait – GYM! YEAH! 7-9pm
    Tired – showing + meal = 11 already @.@
     
    24th Oct 2006
    Woke up at 2pm, went to bowling with the girls on my floor.
    The beginning of arguments.
     
    26th Oct 2006
    Late for 30min to the lecture, just in time for the essay briefing.
    Went to travel shop, mail room, income office, academic affairs with Asura.
    Went to Newcastle spent 60 pounds. Sigh.
    Gym around 7pm, argument with Wenjing.
     
    27th Oct 2006
    Slept at 3am, woke up at 3am with bad mood.
    Confirmed the air ticket to Hong Kong.
    Found that I am running short of money this year.
    Big dinner with the girls on the 1st floor.
     
    28th Oct 2006
    Big dinner with the girls on my floor,
    KPA and then pigs and rats and the KPA
    29th Oct 2006
    Played pool in Newcastle and then back to Union.
    Talked to Asura, Mikael and Wenjing.
    What an exciting and horrible night.
     
    I am still glad that we talked about it.
    Hide and think and pretend nothing exist is not a solution.
    Face the problem and “absorb” it is the best solution.
    It’s pain but effective.
     
    30th Oct 2006
    The beginning of the sick week.
    Couldn’t sleep, stayed awake till the 1st 2 lessons end,
    Home and sleep. Sorry to Asura.
    I said I would wake up for the lessons and pie
    but I finally let you go alone. However, plz forgive me
    coz I am exhausted, both physically and spiritually.
     
    31st Oct 2006
    I thought there was no class but actually there was tutorial.
    Received the warning e-mail saying that I have skipped too many tutorials~
    Nonsense! I just missed the class today.
    Wrote her back and rest.
     
    In the exhibition hall for exchange information day.
    (If I know there is tutorial today, I will just walk upstairs and sit for the class!)
    Met Phillip and Kajsa.