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31 août

Fxxked up Project!

I had a few days fun. But if the project problem can't be solved,
i have to delay my progress to final year! I hate Alam!
Who didn't allow us to do the project, keep telling us the project is almost finished.
 
Went to town by bike, didn't buy much things.
Eddie's bike was a little bit small.
Watched stars with Catherine and Gillian in the cold!
Gym! I like it.
30 août

Salsa, Gym and project

Had dinner with Gillian, Eric, Eddie, Catherine and Oliver again in Vanortvagen 10,
Free salsa afterwards (We should not be late...)
I think I am going to join Salsa even it's just a month.
Can I still go to find Anna then? 
 
Wonderful Alam just said he haven't started the project yet...
I must say... if he tells me earlier, I would have finished it ALONE already.
How on earth there is such guy on the planet?
 
I didn't go to Gym yesterday! The sky was too dark and it was raining all day.
I woke up at 12. I helped Micheal to move stuffs from Christina's place, wow, a lot.
Oh, he taught me pocker too, not hard.
 
Wow, besides, Catherine's home is too close to the school,
I have strong wireless network! Good to see some guys online yesterday ^.^
 
This time I come to Lulea,  I found my own way out.
I may still in the big crush, but I am "used to" it now @.@
I may still a bit unhappy, but I learnt to take it less serious.
Good luck to me @.@
28 août

Centrum and Gym

Had dinner with Christina and a movie afterwards,
the 1st movie of Privates is always cool!
 
Finally I join STIL for a month, I will start gym tmr!
I had lunch with 4 Korean in Karen,
Went to Centrum with 2 Korean, Gillian and Eric.
MSN in school @.@
Planning to move to Catherine's place tonight.
 
26 août

After Exam - Free!

Free from the exam!
Though I don't know whether I can pass it,
70% just for a pass, it's tough.
 
Anyway, I am free and I am too free,
I met those HKers, 1 girl and 2 guys.
Geilian, Eric and Eddie.
 
Catherine is so lovely, I can stay in her home
till her leave - 19th Sept.
 
Christina finished her exam too,
finally we can chat a bit @.@
 
Went to Karen last night,
it was strange that not too many ppl there.
 
What should I do for the rest of the days in Lulea?
Planing to take a Swedish course ,)
25 août

Before exam

It's now 1pm, 2 hours before my exam,
I have done most of the revision,
and I am enough! Headache.
Too much information in my head,
I can't think or remember anything now.
Oh, finally I am a good girl who
sleep at night and study in the daytime,
I am too old to work overnight now.
 
I saw someone like 'somebody' on the corridor,
I can't believe that my heart almost jump out.
I thought I can face it.
 
I really hope that I can make this exam,
I haven't studied a subject
so thorough for a long time!
 
I met Kei, Carolina and Ding.
Thanks God, I finally met some guys I know.
I am so curious and wish to meet those HKers,
hopefully soon, I am too free, I can show them around!
 
Oh, thinking if i should go to Karen tonight.
22 août

Lulea again

The summer in Lulea is so different, it's HOT!
But it's like the Autumn in Hong Kong, quite cool actually.
Everything is changed...
some places is under construction, and i barely know any people here.
(In fact, I didn't know many in the past too)
 
It's very expansive to make a phone call in Arlanda Airport (Swededn)!
Minimum 9 Kr for just 1 minute! Anyway, my card still works!
 
I have sent e-mail out to clarified that I will take my exam In Lulea,
Find places to sleep for 2 weeks now... the last 2 weeks, still looking for it.
 
Vy funny, when the crew checked my passport, they need to check everything!
Passport, identity card and finally credit card! coz my photo... I changed too much~
but i need to clarify that i never have any domestic surgery!
 
Meet a shy guy on the flight from HK - London,
a mother with a kid and a baby on the flight from London - Stockholm,
a strange sit (alone) from Stockholm - Lulea
Lucky that I get on the bus after i get my luggage,
and christina is at home when i am in lulea!
 
19 août

Re-exam arrangement

After preperation for the worst:
check the availability of air-ticket
see if any people let me stay in their house
(Thank you Christina so much )

After negotiating with lots of people,
Sweden and Hong Kong agree that
I can take the re-exam in Hong Kong,
but England doesn't agree!

Anyway, everything is ready now, it is also
too late for me to buy ticket or whatever back to Lulea
if England can't accept my re-e xam in HK,
OK! I will take it in 18th Dec 2006.

Thank you Vivien, Tammy and Wendy si much
for helping me to check e-mails,
coz i m unable to access internet now
i hate i-Cable, my network provider.

Stayed in Wendy's home overnight, for the e-mails!
Thx Wendy again but
it's pretty weird to stay overnight just for the e-mail!
14 août

Summary

1. 8 Aug - Wendy's bday - Dinner after work
2. 11 Aug - Dinner with Meggy in Central,
Desert with Black on the way home.
3. Preparing everything back to Lulea for re-exam
coz 9am = 3pm, now 3pm=9pm... negotiating, hope to hear some gd news.
4. No idea if the project can be handed in on time.
5. Internet totally dead , it's luck if I can online.
6. I am actually still a little bit sick although really vy "little".
Conclusion: I am in bad luck this year.
7 août

Disney & Bad Luck

Network just repaired today, I  can finally online!
 
I went to Disneyland with my sister's family~
So hot and so many people, we didn't wait fo the fairworks.
I have taken some photos for you, Asura, online!
 
So tired after Disneyland, Dinner in a food shop,
just one step before I get out of the shop, a waitress broke a dish in front of me!
The plate hurt my toe (I was wearing slippers)
 
Wise Teeth 發炎 (not coming out)! How on earth it happened!
It only proves that I am in realy bad luck... 
 
The night of Ghost tonight...  
Met Maggie, bought her 琴諳, drank her soup and played with her 龍貓 for a while.
Home for MSN!
4 août

Teeth and Film

I went to work vy early (7.45am) for the preparation of the orientation.
 
But I took a half dayoff to see the dentist.
He was surprised coz my teeth are vy healthy! I took a x-ray,
the Dentist said maybe the not yet developed wise teeth have problem in my gums.
If the problem doesn't solved after pills, I may need to take them out,
which will be vy expansive and super painful...
 
I bought too many clothes!
 
Watched Pirates of the caribbean: Dead Man's Chest with Black,
KFC and home, tired...
1 août

A lot to think

I went out with Onnie, Fung and Tammy (Kwan) tonight,
We walked around Mongkok and had a great time!
 
Blessings: Some of my friends are living happily with their lovers,
I can't deny that I am vy jealous but I am vy glad that I am out of it now too.
So, although I am still waiting for my Mr. Right,
I hope every couples will have a wonderful ending with their partners ^.^
 
Friends: I can't find Tammy (Wong)?! Did I do anything wrong?
I was quite strange in the last few months
but I promise I am much better now, close to the OLD Amy.
 
Family: I can't do anything for them still,
my brother's marriage, house re-built in the hometown China,
living environment etc etc
But I do know one thing, I AM USELESS IN THEIR EYES.
My parents love me but worry about me.
My sister and brother loves me but thinks that I am problematic.
Another brother? I simply have no idea what he is think about
or even what and how he is doing now but I believe that he loves me too.
My brother, sister and even her husband think that
I am not studying aboard but playing and sightseeing,
express in a quite negative tones.
I feel their love, care and concern but THANK YOU for your comments.
Moreover, I can't deny that my sister's kids are lovely.
 
Work: I don't know how to join their lifes,
they are nice but I was so sick that missed the chance to join them.
I am really in bad luck this year, I have been sick for a month!
 
My complains: I don't know what to do or I don't know what they want.
I go out to work and come back home everyday.
I seldom go out to meet my friend, not even much phone calls or internet.
Whenever I am chatting or I go out, I am problematic.
If I stay at home, I should teach Adrian's homework, pack up or study.
If I watch TV/DVD, I am problematic. OK! FINE!
Nobody appreciate if I do anything good but I am a lot PROBLEMATIC!
THANK YOU. If this is the way you think, I think I better love myself more.
I understand what Wendy told me last time,
I care too much what the others think about me,
It's easy to get hurt if I live in the world of the others.
If I did not behave well, I am behaving excellent now,
but they never satisfied, never.
I understand that I am always a kid in their eyes but I dun think this is the point.
 
My heart is still in pieces, but I can't express it to anyone anymore.
Not friends and definately not family.
To my friends, they already know it - repetation and they can't help except listeningj,
I will be too annoying, Tammy disappeared, see?
To my family - they are one of the reasons!
Besides, I will just be an idiot in their eyes - more negative comments.
 
The world is so big, I have been living in some countries but I can't find a place I belong to.